Accepting
Recently I've come to the realization that the disease will never truly be gone. You may have surgery, you may have procedures, and you may have infusions to make everything better but its never completely gone. I've done my fair share of surgeries. I've been fighting this since I was young and yet 17 years later I'm still seeing the horrible and embarrassing effects of this disease. I know many of you feel the same. For whatever reason I've chosen to write about it, crazy me. But as I sit here I realize that I can't be alone, I'll never be alone. Few people will be able to truly understand how horrible this all is and how this fight will never end. It starts with ourselves accepting our fate. For whatever reason we were chosen to be the face of these diseases. Maybe my reason behind all of that was to help you. If so, I hope I did or I can. We can go about all this and hate everything and hate God or whatever you believe in for putting you through ...